I got angry…….I yelled out to the ‘super consciousness’
I rapidly projected myself into the future in my minds eye to being around sixty years of age. I pictured myself still in bed, feeling depressed, distressed, unable to move, work, sleep or find my way out of the hole I was in.
I got angry, in hindsight the first sign of a real change in my awareness. What would you have done? OR maybe you’ve already been there, done that? We’d love to hear from you about your experience.
I yelled out loud to the ‘super consciousness’ and exclaimed,
“This isn’t what I want, I wasn’t born to be bed-bound, out of action and unable to function for the better part of my life!” Ah ha, enter my higher self, after all that was whom I was addressing.
It wasn’t immediate that’s for sure, my physical recovery there after. It would be a few more years before I recalibrated and began what I now know to be the initiation of my adult life. I made a choice, a choice that I continue to make over and over again, a necessary choice which allowed my soul and its unique purpose to begin its journey into my current life. As I look back now, I know beyond the shadow of a doubt that it was my soul, unable to flow forward, that was stuck and leaving me with chronic fatigue.
Being out of action, unable to function was the catalyst to enable me to face up to the deeper part of myself and give permission, reunite with my own personal free will and to make my choice to support my soul’s purpose.
This can be a daunting choice for many people to make!
I am grateful for this
The one constant thread that has been with me throughout my journey to date has been a deep knowing, a direction in part to help others find this for themselves.
That moment in time held the seed or the nugget of potential which I have developed to lead me to where I find myself today. That is, nurturing a full-time practice in the area which I could call self development but is more about teaching others how to exercise their chakras, the gateways to more consciousness. I reference that seed, more fully developed now, daily to help myself and others.
Knowledge of the layers and levels to the human being began to open up for me once I put my whole self back into my story. I began to work from the cues that my own ‘whole intelligence’ was giving me. I took my journey step by step.
Slowly I retrieved this deeper knowledge of the chakras and levels of the human consciousness, enough to guide me to more formal study. I afforded myself the opportunity to grow from the inside out, a challenging and never ending quest. One that I never could have dreamt of as a child let alone imagined as that young adult sick and in bed!
Stuck on the Couch
If you find yourself lacking the vision beyond your current circumstances like I did, you might like eyes and ears, helping hands from outside of yourself to find your greater self?
Of course I’ve cussed and cursed at my journey beyond the point of my recovery, but as is often the case in retrospect, I’m thankful that I have chosen to continue to explore and unfold the multiple layers of my intelligence ever since. I won’t be grounding myself to a halt again any time soon!
Remember the Super Moon ushering in 2018
Is the Super Moon, precisely timed with the beginning of 2018, calling you to uncover more of who you deeply are? Is it time yet?
You can learn how to hear and feel more of your inner intelligence and make a stronger connection with it as you exercise your chakras. You can use your free will and make your own choice to listen to that part of you that has activated and is waiting for your response.
It is a good a time as any, better than you might expect, under the guidance of this current moon phase to support yourself to find and live fully your unique soul story.